and such is the life of an ordinary me.

I am ordinary. Plain me. It used to hurt (haha, weird) but i'm slowly getting used to the fact now. I mean, like the one downside about being ordinary is that u won't stand out. You will just be.. you. & you only matter to your close ones, whom in my case make me recognize now that they have been & will always be the most important people to me in this whole wide world, because despite my flaws and all, my ordinariness, they care. Thank you i think i've really grown up in some tiny way :D

Do you remember it last time, when u were little and rebellious, u liked defying all the stuff that the grown ups told you, like 'drink more water' 'sleep early' 'study on the desk' 'keep ur things properly'.. all those thoughts, u just regarded them all as some utterly windy meaningless crap?

And do you also remember when u messed up something sometimes, people would give u a pat on your back and go 'try again next time'? I really really hated those kinda phrases last time. I thought it was stupid. But well now, today i'm gonna have to say that to my self, try again try to do better next time.

Being ordinary is not a fault. Anyway from the way i see it now at least it gives you hope, a belief to keep hoping and praying that one day, against all odds, all the limitations u have, some miracle would happen and when it does, the happiness and thankfulness it would be like OHMIGOSHH I DID IT I. DID. IT.

The step to being happy as an ordinary man, is to accept the fact, stop fighting; and keep believing and hoping that well, you will do better next time.

Acceptance. :O

P.S: i just had my peads paper today :S So that's why.