I like to dream, but i like to make things happen too.

Well. My wardrobe's still a complete warzone. Hence, knowing me and my issues with procrastination, i've ultimately set today as the final dateline to have it cleared.

Else i'll score very very very badly for my EOM exams.

I always do this. Threatening myself. You see, i bought a huge box of cornflakes a month ago. And i never tore it open until 2 weeks ago because i knew better that i'd end up binge-ing on it. So 2 weeks ago, the moment i had it opened, i finished half of it. Half in a day!

Horrified, i looked at the back of the box for its recommended serving size and nutritional content and right there on it, it states that that one huge box of cornflakes is meant to adequately serve for a total of 10 separate servings. Means i'd actually eaten the portion of 5 servings.

Feeling utterly shock and remorse, i thrust the packet of cornflakes into my fridge and vowed to myself - that i'll never ever touch that packet of flakes until i've sat for my EOM exams. And if i broke my vow, i'd get real fat.

So yesterday at 10 am, the moment i was done with my exams, i went back to my room and finished the remaining half portion of the flakes. D:

One of these days really, i must learn to adapt some basic self-control skill in all that i do. Self-threats work, but just transiently, never in the long run.

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Oh rite. Nee came last weekend! She was in titi stadium, supporting Yuka in his wudo competition and halfway through it, when Yuka went round competing and talking to the referees, she got bored and decided to come find me :D

Last weekend also, err, means yesterday's yesterday, my frigging cellphone decided to die on me. It got jammed suddenly, and went dead just like that. The time setter went dead the message setting went dead everything just got jammed. D:

And God knows i never own a wristwatch or clock or anything of that sort. Consequently, i lost track of the time and everything got so daymnn frustrating then because it was a day before my exams and i'd STILL HAD a substantial amount of notes to go through and i really really needed to keep track of the time.

So i worried and worried and worried until i thought of going nextdoor to borrow for an alarm clock. I've had a very good neighbour who even woke me up the next morning :D Because she didin't know how to get the alarm in her clock fixed.

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One last thing, the 1st year juniors'd came in last weekend, i haven't met most of them, but some of my friends keep saying that there's a girl who's quite similar to me in certain ways. Unsatisfied, i asked whether it's her looks or behaviour that's alike me and they say it's more of her style. Gosh.

I went down to the cafe to have a look at her last night, and she's nothing like me okie. Nothing. C'mon man i don't behave like that T.T

I believe everyone's hypocritical, but only to a certain extent. And being distant doesn't equate to being arrogant. Words sometimes don't come out, can very well be due to fear, and insecurity. Unless you know the difference, don't ever compare fear with superiority. Because sarcasms hurt.

Get what i mean?

And i'm not the kinda girl who wanted to become a doctor just so that i can end up marrying a specialist.

On a side note, just be careful of who you mix with, because this world we live in today, constitutes of acutely fragile society. Just one mere mistake, one mere misstep, you can be brutally shunned forever. Society.

So before you actually do or confront to a certain someone, think think and think beforehand. Because a spur-of-a-moment mistake waves to a mountain of regrets. Social stuffs are just as complicated as political matters.

Like i said, this world we live in.

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P.S: chest pain, can be due to bout 30 causes. O.o