A stroll.

I went to the beach this morning. I walked there, about 207 steps till i could finally soak my toes into the sea water. Then i saw the waves, they were kinda white and frosty, like the A&W float. I wanted to take some pictures, but i couldn't cause i had left my phone at home. :(


I strolled along the beach, the sun was beating down, but i couldn't care all that much. Then at one point i saw a very long branch, so i picked it up and used it to write in the sand. I wrote his name. I stared at it for a couple of minutes then. i ran. I stopped only when i found it hard to breathe.


Then i saw a faraway wooden treehouse. As i reached the treehouse i climbed up to it, and sat on the wooden fences. Erm, it wasn't really a treehouse, but i don't know what is the correct term to name it. It's like a mini wooden house, with stairs. Last time i went to the beach was sometime ago in April. And the last time i went there with my friends was at year 2008. And, the last time i really really had fun at the beach late at night was about 4 years ago.


Then a realization hit me. It's kinda like an enlightenment and i could see clearer than before. Do you have that kinda feeling before? The kind where your eyes are like, opened, and you could see more clearly. I realized then, that some things aren't worth waiting for. Some calls, some people, some..


I've always been, the over analyze kind. I'll think and think and think until i confuse myself. Then only will i stop. And once i got myself confused, i'll get frustrated, and then disappointed, and last of all, i'll get all my self-esteem crushed. That is why, we are not the same.


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Oh rite. Ghee came again. Today. I'm seeing her everyday.
My place: Talks, pictures. Ghee's place: The Holiday, online and food. LYN! We're waiting for youuu to join us!!


P.S: I can't drive well. I can't cook well.