Friday, December 4, 2009

Glittered shadows

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D


I just logged out from Friendster. I looked through all my photos and messages and testimonials and i couldn't stop laughing / cursing / wailing / feeling ashamed.


Seriously. I don't remember myself being that kinda girl. Like, 3, 4 years ago i was kinda.. mean. If i weren't then the messages i sent to my BFFs were. The words i used.. they are mean. I was like, tres fond of using words like DITCH, DITCH and DITCH.


At 12/04/2006, i wrote:
Ohya.. Jz forget da campur will u? He's so.. low. We princesses dun like dis kinda guy. We adore guys who are friendly and good looking. Campur's so NOT good looking. Wat's wrong with ur eyes sis? He's not tegap he's OBESE. Ditch him ok? Let kw COLLECTS ur disposal. DITCH campur.


At 12/07/2006, i wrote:
It's jz a matter of time. Bear is so NOT perfect. He's NOT intelligent, NOT good looking (he looks like an ape dun u think?), and surely he does NOT worth ur while. And dun EVER forget.. Ex galfren and boyfren will be FORGOTTEN. And trust me sis, they will BREAK UP someday. DITCH him


Jeez i was so mean! I don't like the messages part, but i sorta like da pictures part. :)




This was 2 years ago, when i went to NS.




This was 3 years ago, BBQ at Yi's place.




This was 4 years ago, at Kiwanis camp.




3 years ago, at Pizza Hut, Lyn's birthday.




2 years ago, Interact camp at.. i don't know where.




2 years ago, at Hospital Nur Zahirah.




Year 2007, Graduation Day




Can't remember when, at the state library.




2008, Lyn's birthday, at Mumbai.


Dusty memories.


***


Time really does tell you things, doesn't it? Now i know, happy endings aren't always permanent. Marriages don't promise happiness. There're break-ups, affairs, divorces. There's no Prince Charming, there're only rational choices.


And in the middle of a silent night, the clock tower won't make a sound as it strikes at 12 midnight. No one will meet up with their long-lost childhood love, and stay together happily ever after.


Fairytales don't have a place in reality. Dreams are just dreams. But.


Dream on. Live pretty. When time is on your side.

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